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Question: whats up with me??????????

i started noticing this a few weeks ago…
well some day in February, i had this huge crush on this girl, and since i was all ready a depressed at the time it was tough to get her, then one day i was going to ask her out, she was the only reason why i went to school, so when i went to ask her out she already had a bf that she have been dating for 2 days, after that i was brain dead heartless and suicidal, every night i cried and dreamed about killing myself, After a few weeks of rough depression i woked up with my head full of racing thoughts and ideas once i got up from bed i was sooo happy and excited about things, i was allover the place thinking of things to do, i stayed up for hours just doing stupid things.. my mind was completely off from depression and the usual, it was weird though i never had that rush
then school on monday, i was unfoced and shaking then i got super depressed allover again…then again this rush off happiness came back, this time i was aggresive and rude and screaming at my nice parents for no reason i felt like if i had a “ichy brain”…
then along came depression AGAIN…this time my thoughts were getting graphic and annoying for example i think about things like beating the crap out of someone and killing myself ….then i about 3 months later i was doing good, i went to this town with my parents, i was lonley sad everything around me was grey and cold, while we were shoping at this place i lost control and cursed out my dad and threated people, cried afterwards…i chilled out a bit by drinking cough syrup…just last month i was at school and this kid was messing with me (he was my friend though) so i got pissed and yelled at him and cursed the teacher and told everyone that i will kill them all, my heart was beating fast, i was super irritated i got sent home and got suspended…i couldent control myself…i told my parents about this, they think im making it all up,…if i have another breakdoen, i will blame it on my parents for not getting me help…anyways, why am i behaving like this? hormones? its normal?
im 14 btw………………….
the the problem…
i try to keep emotions in, but they blurge out
ohh btw i smoke weed, but once a month..

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Answer by sillygoose08
No it’s not normal. It sounds like you’re bipolar, literally. The intense mood swings from being depressed to being happy/elated with little to no reason are pretty clear indicators. Everyone gets happy and everyone gets sad/bummed out. So I think you may be bipolar, or something along those lines. But if you go get it checked out and they decide there’s nothing wrong with you, then it’s simply a lack in self restraint, in which case you just need to calm yourself the fuck down and keep emotions in check like everyone else.

Answer by Dog Rescuer
Talk to a doctor about what your described here.

The description is Bi-polar definition.. Have you heard your parents talk about bi-polar in your family??

The cough syrup you medicate yourself with to calm down will lead to a drug/or alcohol addiction if you do not seek help for the current problem..

Make an appointment with your doctor and copy this question you asked here on Yahoo Answer..It will make you feel alot better once a doctor can help you..

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